I find it easier to write when I’m upset. I have no problem making time to put my thoughts on paper. As a matter of fact, I can’t stop myself from expressing the thoughts that are roaming around in my head. When I’m happy, it’s hard to set aside time to write. Instead I spend my time doing more things that make me happy. Anything but write and lately I haven’t been writing here or anywhere. Well except at work.
I tell everyone writing is my best friend but I’m terrible to her. I only come around when I need to vent. I can’t be bothered with her when I’m off enjoying life
I’m working on changing that. I want to be better to writing. She deserves that from me. So I’m apologizing to writing. I apologize for taking advantage of your friendship. I apologize for only leaning on you in times of need. I apologize for ignoring your calls. I will do better. I will be a better friend a better writer. I promise.